All the words I've said last sunday was then trashed. Our Dept. Head called me and said that I will join the Sayawit for the YES-O congress this coming February. I was at the state of confusion that time. Am I going to agree? or Am I going to refuse?. Ugh!. I never tried to think deeper and at that instant. I said "YES Ma'am". After that moment, I think the resposnse of my classmateswould be divided into negative and So-Negative. I really promised not to join the sciyawit if ever I will be told to. I never intend to offend my classmates but its just a case- to- case basis. There were factors considered. But then as I've watched the scenario and tried to understand. They have the reason to be angry at me becasue at the first place, I was the one who really convince them for the BOYCOT. Second, I was the one that leads the troupe to be at the top and then for that I will turn them down, Third, the trust and the honor that my classmates were giving me would just fade away if Im going to follow the command.
Now, the problems were gradually given each an answer. The sawayit was finalized that I will not join nor Janine. But my desire was to go there and really want to be in that event. I really want to ba a facilitator at the first place and was really an option If ever we will not win in the contest. The most of all I want to be there to be recognized again!. Im so desperate to tell this matter in my blog. Sorry!.. hihhi.. Just praying to be the ONE~~~~~....CEJ.. 1:00 am...mwah!
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