Tense~Logic~Endeavor

Heared all the noise of the morning. My eyes are still close but could feel the beat of the wake. I dreamed about ANILAO.haha. but the students were my elementary fellas and also my elemntary mentors. Couldn't imagine of that. But I felt somethings bothering me and somethings not right.

Maybe beacause I was paranoid by that time. Paranoid of what will happen to me in my college. My friends often told me to be strong in getting the right answers on my problems. I sometimes regret that I belong "". But think that my journey is way too long for me to go back. So I must continue and try not to reminisce the bad stuff and go onwards.

Missing my HS life is the most precious memory I ever had. All the laughs and the cries. The non-stop singing and dancing. Those sleepless nights in making porjects. but then to consider not all ends in sorrow. The life of a Special SC student is really incomparable. I've tasted the bitterness of "NUMBERS" and the sweetness of "JOKES". haha. What a foolish line CEj!.

Those meetings and the group projects. The "copy-paste" technique. lol. The "QA" during tests and most of all "UP".hahahahaha.. I lurv ou adviser.

Next week will be the last week of Hardship!.. So now!.. gonna get off the pc and study. mwah!.. gud aftie!:)

HOPELESS.. I Pity you CEJ!.. :'(

I saw my grades and seems ok for me but the ranking is not. Yes, I did expect to be on the

bottom but imagine 5 out 34 are not qualified for the honor list?.. It is possible but by heart

really aches that time. I can feel the pain my mother is feeling. The years she've done for me

and it only turned out into nothing. I sometimes question myself " Do I deserve all of these?"

I couldn't phatom that I will be left on my seat on my Graduation day. I actually plan not to

attend on that specail day but to think that its the last. No way! CEJ!.. Its just the beginning of a

new world. College is really fast approaching Cej. Never mind that "Medal".haha. Just stand and

face the new world of you own. trust your self and try not to go back to the "nightmares" at the

past. Nevertheless, you mom!. Never forget the advises she is telling you. At times you don't

eant to listen to her its just a matter of temperance my dear self. Remember that you can't be

like that wothout your mother.Don't get tired of loving and cherishing the of "oral-recitation" of

your mom. Just think that those heart-melting words are just an "Icing on the cake". Think

positive Cej. Now, here's a song that would ease the pain you are keeping inside.

Title: Do I Trust You Lord

Sometimes my little heart can't understand

What’s in Your will what's in Your plan

So many times I'm tempted to ask You why

But I can never forget it for long

Lord what You do could not be wrong

So I believe You even when I must cry

Chorus:

Do I trust You Lord does the robin sing

Do I trust You Lord does it rain in Spring

You can see my heart You can read my mind

And You've got to know I would rather die

Than to lose my faith in the One I love

Do I trust You Lord

I know the answers I've given them all

But suddenly now I feel so small

Shaken down to the cavity in my soulI know the doctrine and theology

But right now they don't mean much to me

This time there's only one thing I've got to know

Chorus 2:

Do I trust You Lord does the river flow

Do I trust You Lord does the North wind blow

You can see my heart You can read my mind

And You've got to know I would rather die

Than to lose my faith in the One I love

Do I trust You Lord

Chorus 3 :

I will trust You Lord when I don't know why

I will trust You Lord til the day I die

I will trust You Lord when I'm blind with pain

You were God before and You'll never change

Do I trust You,

do I trust You,

do I trust YouI

will trust You,

I will trust You Lord

I will trust You Lord

Regionals-event!.

-->Last Feb. 14 to 17 a phenomena happened. It broke the silence of ANILAO. Negros, Iloilo, Antique, Aklan,


Guimaras, Capiz were there to witness the 1st ReGIONAL YES-O CONGRESS. Many really enjoyed the stay.


Every morning you should wake-up early to take the first morning crystal that glows theough out the day. The


nature-themed event really caught the environmental spirit of the students and the teachers. The intelligent


speakers whom sharec their knowledge bout the Green , Blue and Brown environment. The never-ending "ice-


breakers" resolve my inheritance. Daily meal comprises of A cup of Rice, veges , chicken or pork releaves my



hunger. The teachers and the facis cooperate with each other. The last day was so quick. Capiz National High



School bagged the Over-all contest. A fine day to start and a cool night to end. :]

~I Drove All Night~

"I woke up this morning late. No feeling doubt for today’s drama. Making a blend of coffee made me fine. Sitting in a rattan sofa while watching TV cools me off, hearing songs from the radio also added the romantic ambiance. "

A poem of LOVE:
Are We Still Friends?

I could have held you all night long,I could have laid next to you forever,But then I know tomorrow soon would come,And still we couldn't be together . . .

I went against what my head was saying,and followed my heart through,And instead of quitting while I was ahead,I started falling in love with you

We had so much fun together,the memories we made so great,all those nights laughing and smiling,staying up so late.

As the snow falls on the sidewalks,I know this too will pass,for feelings are like the seasons changing,and one season never lasts.

So, I know this must stop now,and tomorrow soon will come,as we walk away and never look back,as our warm feelings become numb.

Concert of the hearts

An advance Valentine special was given to me and my friends as we've watched the concert of Jed Madela at the our Gymnasium. The ambiance was quite scientific with most of the doctors and the member of the Philippine Diabetes Association- Capiz Chapter. The night was so gloomy but never the eagerness of the fans. The beaming spotlights overflowing the atmosphere, the color flooded cars in the parking lot and the people entering the access made a terrific significance in a concert.

The relaxing songs filled the emptiness of the gym and the chattering people were then added. The momentum of the watchers was caught by the gradual dimming of the atmosphere. The emcee began to introduce the doxology given by doctor and followed by the singing of the Pambansang awit afterwards. The next thing I saw was the sparkling bright lights over the stage and then there I saw Jed MADELA. He was really white and really smooth. You can feel his voice as he starts singing. His romantic’s songs filled the air. Every track his singing was really no waste of time.

It was really a very performance I’ve seen and the most promising singer came to our province. The night I think was really complete. I saw her and hope she saw me also. We are in a distance sit.

The blooming chatters were really great and indeed a good supporter. We have cheered to Jed. The last song were really so high. Imagine Jed gave it all for us. I can never and will never forget this night. Night Jess! Its 1 in the morning!. :P. J

~~~Chain reaction~~~

Hot and Blurry! That is how I define my day today. The smell of the cooked-egg in morning and the running water from the faucet makes me ill. The recapitulated ohm of my sister and the overwhelming reminders of my mom relieve and ease the anxiety I am feeling.

(Version)

Cherry is one of my luckiest friends. She wants me to be happy all the time. She is actually my confidant. At times, trouble arouses, she is always there blocking my chimney to gust. The ambiance diverged when cherry interrupted the momentum. The lousy heat of the sun turns into a calm breeze of silent noise.

OWEsome..

Last week was the busiest week ever. The time to practice, the deadline of activities ,etc. That week was eventually the last week of January. And now the second month came and really in a hurry. The lessons should be fast forward and the topis should absorb in your mind so quickly cuz if not your out in the cycle.Past days were quite enjoying, besides the hardships me and my classm8s been through ,the time and effort consumed at last the superb prize were able to achieve. whahhaa.. How I love my Hyskul Lyf..:)