Praise ALLAH!!!!

It was December when we won the “Speech choir” contest and the “Poetry in motion.” The pressure that we all gave, the support of our parents and the determination that we have given were about to gain its fruit. The never-ending practices, the laughs and the jokes between the practice are about to end. The bottom line is- the DIVISION ENGLISH SHOWCASE (Secondary level) held at DADIVAS GYM at Panit-an CAPIZ. Most of the secondary public schools will participate and the ultimate goal is to get the crown from CAPIZ NATIONAL HIGH SCHOOL. Our school is now at the Hall of Fame regarding this category since last year we also won the top spot.

Tomorrow will be the finals of the event. My heart really trembles. It is not our gym, our people, our territory and most of all it is not the time to be lax. The pressure is on us on defending the crown. The contenders would be tough. The costumes would be so “bongasious”. HOPE to defend it... love you cej!.

COLLEGE 101.....SOON~~~~

Q: Should I room with my BEST RIEND from HIGH SCHOOL?

A: Probably NOT. I’ve known beautiful friendships to break up that way. In the first places, just because you’ve confined every secret since freshmen, there’s no guarantee that being together full-time won’t grow tiresome. You can get to know eah other too well. And the tings you’ve admired most about that person can soon be eclipsed by mannerisms or habits that make you feel you’re about to lose your mind if tey occur just one more time! You never knew, for instance, that she gets her shiny teeth by brushing noisily for about ten minutes at a time, four times a day, while standing in front of the TV screen or that every night after he turns out the light, he methodically cracks through each knuckle—all twenty of them.

Obviously many best friends from high school have become college roommates and adjusted nicely together, keeping both friendship and roommate reltionship intact. In case, it is not necessarily true that roommates have to be best friends. Being on good terms is possible without sharing the same interests----or the same high school history.

How are you going tp make new friends? Your freshmen year is the best opportunity you’ll have to meet the other also new people on your campus. Don’t let that time slip past you. You and the best friend may not grow and change and accept college life at the same tempo.

Desperate to be ONE~~~~~~.. :'(

All the words I've said last sunday was then trashed. Our Dept. Head called me and said that I will join the Sayawit for the YES-O congress this coming February. I was at the state of confusion that time. Am I going to agree? or Am I going to refuse?. Ugh!. I never tried to think deeper and at that instant. I said "YES Ma'am". After that moment, I think the resposnse of my classmateswould be divided into negative and So-Negative. I really promised not to join the sciyawit if ever I will be told to. I never intend to offend my classmates but its just a case- to- case basis. There were factors considered. But then as I've watched the scenario and tried to understand. They have the reason to be angry at me becasue at the first place, I was the one who really convince them for the BOYCOT. Second, I was the one that leads the troupe to be at the top and then for that I will turn them down, Third, the trust and the honor that my classmates were giving me would just fade away if Im going to follow the command.

Now, the problems were gradually given each an answer. The sawayit was finalized that I will not join nor Janine. But my desire was to go there and really want to be in that event. I really want to ba a facilitator at the first place and was really an option If ever we will not win in the contest. The most of all I want to be there to be recognized again!. Im so desperate to tell this matter in my blog. Sorry!.. hihhi.. Just praying to be the ONE~~~~~....CEJ.. 1:00 am...mwah!

DOING your BEST is BETTER than BEING the BEST!

The 2008 YES-OCongress has come to an end. The ending was fine and quite memorable especially to me and the rest of my classmates since it was the first and the last congress attented. The rules from the regionals were implemented. The competition of the teams were so tight especially the Seniors and the Juniors. The highlights of the event were distributed on the 1st, 2nd and the 3rd night . The choral was on the 1st night where our group performed but sad to say we didn't got the 1st place nor 3rd place. The most controversial was the Sciyawit. The concept were all about the environment. The pioneer of genres of music came from us thats's why the other team were so safe and very strict in practicing. The result that night was very boombastic. The crowd didn't expect the results. Us as the most active dance troupe of our department won the 2nd place and that's really means alot for me. Well, hope to a the facilitator in the regionals. Juk2x..^_^... Gudluck guys for the IPSF National and the BIOTA. gonna Sleep!.

YES-O Congress 08..

Paru rapap..Hahaa.. Ei Cej!. The time has come to be the "B" among the "b". The days past were so cold for me.dada. After those Sleepless nights, the time has come to end the "dubdub". I'm gonna take it as a Challenge to win the battle of the "B". Being a Dance Monarch, the pressure was doubled for about an hour ago. The singers failed to get the top spot and the rival team really made it. Tomorrow night will be the night. May GOD bless us tomorrow. And gave justice to the event. GUDLUCK CEJ and troupe... mwah.. 11:56 pm na!.... gonna do the rest.!.!.!.!>

ENOUGH is ENOUGH!...

Dear Jess,

I know you are ugly and fat. You’re not that ambitious enough like your other classmates. You are just satisfied on what you have in life. You don’t want to think beyond an idea. You never dare your self to be one of them. You are so ridiculous Jess. You are good to them, but are you thinking that they are just using you?

It’s an insult for me that I am a threat to Abigail. I really took it badly. They really made me felt that I should not belong to IV-ARCHIMEDES. You know Jess sometimes, I want to have more enemies that friends. I want to cry , but I know that Life's like this. I always contemplate that the problems I’m into is easier than the following problems that I may encounter in the mere future.

The initials that I’m about to mention in this post were that persons whom affects me the last few days.

C. M. D- She always humiliates me in front of my classmates. She often calls me “ay BUNDOL”.

>Mae< - even I laugh at her jokes bout me. It hurts me so much. >RNIS<- She is my friend but sometimes her ZUMA irritates me. >SBSb<- She really irritates me with those eyes of her. She always say “ eew” and that sucks! >CCM<- She is so plastic. She told me that Im SO” maalam”. K lang xa?


Peace out guys!. Its my blog! Liberty for my post...

The tension flows.

It is not a fine day for me right now. For all the tension I felt this day that could feel my liver trembling and by abnormal heart-beat. The only thing that affects me most was the WVSU admission test 2008. I was caught in the middle by my thoughts. All the What if has been mentioned. The terrifying part is that I’m a pessimistic kind of person. I easily get attention. OMG! Hope to pass it! Good luck jess.

Song Linguists..

I woke up this morning late and lazy. The color of my room makes me stayed on my bed. I don’t know what my position in bed is. But all I know is that my heart is not working that time. The ambiance of the room made me so elaborative that time. There were questions on my mind pending for answers. Is my heart ready to love again? Am I worth enough to lover her? Ugh! Hate my self. Then suddenly my mother called my name twice before I answered. I ran down the stairs and heard music from the radio. My attention was caught by the music playing and made fully conscious. I remember my friend Steffany sang “Where do broken hearts go” yesterday. And since my sis was searching I told her to go to “youtube” and key in the song. As the song is playing, I reminisce the ups and downs of my life. By the time that I get engaged with my studies the sincerity evolved in me.

I grabbed my cell phone and texted my father if he could buy me a Whitney Houston album entitled “The Ultimate Collection”. It was the thing that I told my father that if he could only buy but then he replied that I will tell my mom that she will by for me the album I want and my father will pay her. I was really happy that time. Of all the things I want that I am telling my father that thing was really granted although it is just an ambush want.

A lot more.. HaPnEss

It is so fascinating watching a choral sang on stage and just a spectator on the crowd cheering for whom you think will win. But it’s not what I’m going to create this time its bout the leadership training in Panit-an, Capiz this morning. Dyna and some of the officers went there as early as 7 am, but I, Chamy and Jea stayed at school for the test in physics and go to the camp after the review in DOST.

I really want to practice on our speech choir for the Division. Hihihihi. And then after the lunch time a was really irritated of an adviser in front of me she’s so ridiculous all the comments, criticisms and even saying rebounded words.. Ugh! I really hate that bitch. Going back to the story, well after a few words given by the first speaker in the plenary session in the aftie then I’ve decided to go since it is 2 pm already and the practice for the speech choir is already starting. There were butterflies in my stomach by that time. The car stops at the terminal and just a snap I’ve called a tricycle and said “Manong Capiz High Sa babaw” then he agreed. By the time we got at skul I’d hurried up down into the gym and Boom! That 2nd practice was over and hoping there’s still more.

Our teacher went to the table tennis and checked our Unit test in English and I was so nervous to know my score and many had passed 47 I think will is the highest score that time . It was my turn. I don’t know what to do. I just smile and fooling others and hope I will not get a score of 40 and below. And really God answered my prayer. I only got 4 mistakes out of 50 items and my gas I got a score of 46 out of 50. It was not bad really. I felt lifted by the very earth of my joy. And then after several practices we adjourned the practice. After listening to my very friend Tipang (Our Filipino poet, the general quizzer) singing “Where do broken hearts go” by Whitney Houston I was inspired posing this here.

The BIg DaY...

It is indeed a big day to me for just surfing the net, watching movies in YOUTUBE, searching pipz via friendster, etc. We had so much fun in sterling in searching for our "Gyroscope". We'll edoing our Chemistry work is kinda hrd for us. Only the four of us in a 7 member group. Damn! baby, huh?.. Well thats for now it's already 12:30 in the morning and got a hot long day tom.. hihih.. and waiting for a cold war?.juk2c.. only for that person only my dear!.. nanay2z

Old pucks to a GoOd ReAdeR

After buns of talking, we decided to go gai and watch movie. Tons of laughter im searching a 5

pesos to 10 pesos worth of book...lol :).. I bought a 15 pesos worth of book, "Death by Diet"- cuz

Im so fat na ka c eh!.. "College 101"- since it's 3 omths off to college so I decided to bought a

guide book for a freshmen.whoah!.. And bout that I gave a gift to

Steffany (Our filipino "makata" )and an Award-winning writer of our time. Naks! I gave her a

book on how to publish stories in a book. That's a dream for tipang since she loves making

stories and from it she can made it to her fullest dream and by that she could really be one of

the finest writers of all time. That's make her lyf more sensible, and the art to success.

Next, was my half-sister, Kristelie Mae Tilla-in. She call me "sis" when we are still in freshmen

that she asked me if she could can call me sis and I approved it..hihihi.. Then I bought her a

"Traveler guide for writers". She is our "english linguist", "Walking dictionary", and sometimes

the "Thinkablejoker". luv ya sis.. hihlove this dday.. NO ClASS TOM>>!!!!!!!!!!!!

Are you thinking what I'm thinking?... There are 34 medallions ..whahahhahaha